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| I don't feel like "drifting", but it's happening, and there really isn't much I can do about it. :-\
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| so no one reads this right? lol idrc. blah
I am tired and loathing the life that I have been letting myself live lately. :( I realized a plethora of things today when jodie and the posse (haha) were hanging out today. well, really it all started with my date with Emily. I guess I realized how stupid it is to let your life be controlled by drugs and alcohol, and how it completely turns me off like no other. It doesn't matter if you have two jobs and go to school, doing stupid shit doesn't make you intresting or fun. I felt like throwing up all over the place just thinking about letting myself going down a road of lonlieness. I've let my life get to me too much for years now, and I should learn how to get over it, but how the hell does anyone do that? from my my uncle and aunts death, to my mothers illness, and the fact that i'm probably going to be losing my brother, mom, and my only grandmother left probably within the next few years. I don't know how to comprehend that but atleast i've come to a realization that it's going to happen weather I like it or not. :( You would think I would learn from the people around me, and from the people who I loved dearly and died doing the shit that i'm doing now. Not that what I do is horrible but it could and will get to the point where it is pathetic.
when I was at the cemetary today jodie had said something like "it's crazy how you can die at any moment" or something along those lines.
idk...I guess i'm done living in the shadow, and I'm slowly not giving a fuck about what everyone else thinks, and I think some people are starting to notice that. I want to be the artist that I've dreamed about since I was young, weather that be through music, or art...or some form of expression. I've always been told that I was talented and that if I just would put everything I had into it, I would excel with flying colors, hell I excelled without even trying.
well I should get some sleep I have a job interview tomorrow :D
MMFWCL to all the lo's and lettes out there
-Char
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| Roll out of bed, Mr. Coffee's dead;
The morning's looking bright;
And your shrink ran off to Europe,
And didn't even write;
And your husband wants to be a girl;
I find this hilarious...but I also think that this would be the worst possible day of my life, if it were me.
No coffee, no therapy, and my lover is gay. how nice is that.
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| I wonder how many people lie because of sympathy?
The truth comes out when you try to hide it.
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| Huckabee “I have opponents in this race who do not want to change the Constitution,” Huckabee told a Michigan audience on Monday. “But I believe it’s a lot easier to change the Constitution than it would be to change the word of the living god. And that’s what we need to do — to amend the Constitution so it’s in God’s standards rather than try to change God’s standards so it lines up with some contemporary view.”
First amendment- Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the Government for a redress of grievances.
First of all I think that the word of god has been changed in many different ways, people read and interpret it differently. The Bible has been translated into many different languages, who knows what has been left out or added whether it be accidental or on purpose. The bible does not need a large group of people to vote on what it should say or be, it is whatever you make it out to be. The word of God is in every way changeable.
“This is so much money that if someone had begun spending $1 million a day — $1 million every day — when Christ was born,” said Senator David Vitter, Republican of Louisiana, “we would not yet be in 2009 to the full cost of this bill.”
No one even knows the exact day that Christ was born, so how is this even relevant? I Really don't think it matters about how many days it has been since Christ was born and how much money we are spending. Times are different and I am sure that a million dollars today was probably the same as a hundred dollars or so back then, maybe not even that much.
I don't understand how we can spend billions of dollars on war, but we can't spend billions off dollars to take care of our own people. Should we kill people, or take care of them? We can also give millions and millions of dollars of tax money to people who work for the government. Money that is wasted on who knows what.
Religion aside I think that the stimulus plan is something that is desperately needed. Some People might say that it is only helping the democratic people, such as people on welfare, food stamps, poor people etc. I have to say that I have lived a very middle class life. As a child I grew up very comfortably, i did not even move once, and had all of my needs pretty much met. My parents were registered republicans, and we even owned three other houses/condo apartments, life was pretty good and really really Republican. Over the past four years all of that is gone, everything that my family had worked so hard for practically started dissipating over night. we almost live a paycheck to paycheck life now. That was something I had to get used to. This economic problem is effecting everyone's lifestyle, it is not fixated on a certain group people.
If we don't change what is happening, it can only get worse. I know that things will not miraculously get better over night. It is easy to break something down but hard as hell to build it up all over again. I honestly do not see a problem with trying to fix what is happening. The only thing we could do wrong is to keep doing what we have been doing for last 8 years. That would be literally Insane.
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